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The Life of Sidi Ahmad Al Alawi
by
Shaykh Ahmad Al Alawi (*) Translation and
commentary by Martin Lings
in
his book A Sufi Saint of the twentieth century - Shaykh Ahmad Al-Alawi
- his Spiritual heritage and Legacy. (Chapter, 'Seen from Within')
The Shaykh was born at Mostaganem in
1869. His name, as given on the title-pages of most of his books, was Abu
'l-' Abbas Ahmad ibn Mustafa 'l-' Alawi, and he was an only son, with two
sisters. A little less than a year before his birth his mother Fatimah
'saw in her sleep the Prophet with a jonquil in his hand. He looked her
full in the face and smiled at her and threw the flower to her, whereupon
she took it up with humble modesty. When she woke, she told her husband of
the vision, and he interpreted it as meaning that they would be blessed
with a pious son, and he had in fact been importuning GOD not to leave him
without an heir ... and after a few weeks GOD confirmed her dream, and she
conceived her son.
After the Shaykh's death in 1934, the
following autobiographical extract was found among his papers. He had
evidently dictated it some years previously to one of his disciples: 'As
to learning how to write, I never made much effort in that direction, and
I never went to school, not even for a single day. My only schooling was
what I learned from my father at home during the Quran lessons which he
used to give me, and my handwriting is still quite un-proficient. My
learning by heart the Book of GOD went as far as the Surat ar-Rahman, and
there I came to a standstill owing to the various occupations which I was
forced to turn to through sheer necessity.
The family had not enough to live
on-although you would never have thought it, for my father was proud and
reserved to the point of never showing on his face what was in his mind,
so that nobody could have concluded from outward signs that he was in need
of anything. I hesitated between several different crafts, and finally
took to cobbling and became quite good at it, and our situation improved
in consequence. I remained a cobbler for a few years, and then went into
trade, and I lost my father when I w as just sixteen. Although I was so
young I had been doing all sorts of things for him and I was bent on
nothing so much as giving him pleasure. He was exceedingly fond of me, and
I do not remember him ever blaming me for any- thing or beating me, except
when he was giving me lessons, and then it was because I was lazy in
learning the Quran.
As to my mother, she was even more lavish
in her affection, and she worried more about me than he had done. In fact
after his death she did all she could in the way of harsh words and blows
and locking the door and so on to prevent me from going out at night. I
wanted very much to humour her, but I could not bring myself to give up
attending lessons at night and gatherings for dhikr. What made her so
anxious was that our house was outside the town on a road which one might
well fear to go along alone at night; and she continued in her attempts to
stop me, and I for my part continued to attend those gatherings, until by
the Grace of GOD she gave her full consent, and there was nothing to mar
our love for each other, which remained unclouded until the day of her
death in 1332, when I was 46. ‘ As to my attendance at lessons, it did not
amount to much, as it was only possible now and then, in between work, and
if I had not had a certain natural aptitude and understanding I should not
have gained anything worth speaking of. But I was very much addicted to
learning, and would sometimes steep myself in books the whole night long;
and I was helped in these nocturnal studies by a Shaykh whom I used to
bring back to our house. After this had been going on for several months,
my wife took offence and claimed divorce from me on the grounds of my not
giving her rights, and she had in fact some cause to complain.
My attendance at lessons, such as it was,
did not go on for as much as two years; it none the less enabled me to
grasp some points of doctrine in addition to what I gained in the way of
mental discipline. But it was not until I had busied myself with the
doctrine of the Folk, I and had come to know its Masters, that my mind
opened and I began to have a certain breadth of knowledge and
understanding.' (At this point the scribe to whom this was dictated asked
him about how he first came into contact with those who follow the path of
the mystics.) 'My first leaning in that direction was marked by my
attachment to one of the Masters of the 'Isawi Tariqah who in pressed me
by his un-worldliness and evident piety. I made ever effort to comply with
the requisites of that order, and this came quite easily to me on account
of my youth and the instinctive attraction for wonders and marvels which
is part of human nature. I became proficient in these practices, and was
well thought of by the men of the order, and I believed in my ignorance
that what we did was purely and simply a means of drawing near to GOD.
On the day when GOD willed that I should be inspired with the truth we
were at one of our gatherings and I looked up and saw a paper that was on
one of the walls of the house we were in, and my eye lit on a saying that
was traced back to the Prophet. What I learned from it caused me to give
up what I had been doing in the way of working wonders, and I determined
to limit myself in that order to the litanies and invocations and
recitations of the Quran. From that time I began to extricate myself and
to make excuses to my brethren until I finally gave up those other
practices altogether. I wanted to drag the entire brotherhood away from
them also, but that was not easy. As for myself, I broke away as I had
intended, and only retained from that contact the practice of
snake-charming.
I continued to charm snakes by myself or
with some of my friends until I met Shaykh Sidi Muhammad AI-Buzidi. ‘ As
to my meeting with this Shaykh, whichever way I look at it, it seems to me
to have been a pure Grace from GOD; for although we-that is, I and my
friend Sidi al-Hajj Bin-Awdah who shared my business with me-were longing
to find someone who could take us by the hand and guide us, we did not go
to the Shaykh AI-Biiuzidi and seek him out where he was, but it was he who
came to us, quite unexpectedly. My friend had already told me about him.
He said: "I used to know a Shaykh called Sidi Hamu of the family of the
Prophet. He left his home and went for several years to Morocco, and when
he returned many people attached themselves to him. He used to speak with
authority about the path of the mystics, but to try him GOD sent against
him a man who did him much harm so that he found himself faced with all
sorts of opposition, and now he is as subdued as any disciple, without a
trace of his former spiritual activity. However, I think that he is one
who could be relied on for guidance e upon the path. No true spiritual
guide has ever appeared whom GOD did not try with someone who wronged him
either openly or behind his back." 'This was the gist of what he said, and
immediately I determined to go to this Shaykh on my friend's
recommendation.
I myself knew nothing about him except
that once, when a boy, I had heard his name in connection with an illness
which I had. They brought me an amulet and said: "This is from Sidi Hamu
Shaykh Buzidi", and I used it and was cured. 'My friend and I were at work
together some days after this conversation, when suddenly he said: "Look,
there is that Shaykh going down the road." Then he went up to him and
asked him to come in, which he did. They talked for a while, but I was too
busy with my work to be able to notice what they were talking about. When
the Shaykh got up to go, my friend begged him not to stop visiting us. He
said good-bye and went, and I asked my friend what impression he had had,
and he said: "His talk is far above what one finds in books." He came to
see us from time to time, and it was my friend who talked to him and plied
him copiously with questions, whereas I was more or less tongue-tied,
partly out of reverence for him and partly because my work left me no time
to talk. 'One day, when he was with us in our shop, the Shaykh said to me:
"I have heard that you can charm snakes, and that you are not afraid of
being bitten." I admitted this. Then he said: "Can you bring me one now
and charm it here in front of us?" I said that I could, and going outside
the town, I searched for half the day, but only found a small one, about
half an arm's length. This I brought back with me and putting it in front
of him, I began to handle it according to my custom, while he sat and
watched me. "Could you charm a bigger snake than this?" he asked. I
replied that the size made no difference to me. Then he said: "1 will show
you one that is bigger than this and far more venomous, and if you can
take hold of it you are a real sage." I asked him to show me where it was,
and he said: "1 mean your soul which is between the two sides of your
body. Its poison is more deadly than a snake's, and if you can take hold
of it and do what you please with it, you are, as I have said, a sage
indeed." Then he said: "Go and do with that little snake whatever you
usually do with them, and never go back to such practices again", and I
went out, wondering about the soul and how its poison could be more deadly
than a snake's.
Another day, during this period when the
Shaykh used to call on us, he fixed his eyes on me and then said to my
friend. "The lad is qualified to receive instruction" or "He would be
receptive to instruction", or some such remark; and on another Occasion he
found a paper in my hand on which was written something in praise of
Shaykh Sidi Muhammad ibn Isa, and after looking at it he said to me: “if
you live long enough you will be, GOD willing, like Shaykh Sidi Muhammad
ibn Isa”, or “you will attain to his spiritual rank”. I forget his exact
words. This seemed to me a very remote possibility but I said: “GOD
willing”; and it was not long before I was attached to his order and took
him as a guiding light in the path of GOD. My friend had already been
received in the order about two months previously, though he had kept this
from me, and only told me after I myself had been received. I did not
understand at that time the reason for this secrecy. After the Shaykh had
transmitted to me the litanies for morning and evening recitation he told
me not to speak about them to anyone-“until I tell you”, he said. Then in
less then a week he called me to him and began to talk to me about the
Supreme Name (Allah) and the method of invoking it. He told me to devote
myself to dhikr Allah in the way generally practiced in our order at that
time; and since he had no special cell of retreat for dhikr, I was unable
to find a place where I could be alone undisturbed. When I complained of
this to him, he said: “There is no place better for being alone than the
cemetery”. So I went there alone at nights, but it was not easy for me. I
was so overcome with fear that I could not concentrate on the dhikr,
although for many nights I tried to do so. I complained again to the
Shaykh, and he said: “I did not give you a binding order. I merely said
there was no place better for being alone than the cemetery”. Then he told
me to limit my dhikr to the last third of the night, and so I invoked at
night and made contact with him during the day. Either he would come to
me, or else I would go to him, although his house was not always a good
place for meeting on account of the children and for other reasons. In
addition to this, at midday, I went on attending the lessons in theology
which I had attended previously.
One day he asked me: “What lessons are
those that I see you attending?” I said: “They are on the Doctrine of
Unity (at-tawhid) and I am now at the ‘realization of proofs’.” He said:
“Sidi so-and-so used to call it ‘the doctrine of turbidity’ (at-tawhil)”.
Then he added: “You had better busy yourself now with purifying your
innermost soul until the Light of your Lord dawn in it and you come to
know the real meaning of Un Unity. But as for scholastic theology, it will
only serve to increase your doubts and pile up illusion upon illusion”.
Finally he said: "You had better leave the rest of those lessons until you
are through with your present task, for it is an obligation to put what is
more important before what is of lesser importance." 'No order that he
ever gave me was so hard to obey as this. I had grown very fond of those
lessons and had come to rely on them so much for my understanding of the
doctrine that I was on the point of disobeying him. But GOD put into my
Heart this question: How do you know that what you are receiving from the
Shaykh AI-Buzidi is not the kind of knowledge that you are really seeking,
or something even higher than it? Secondly, I comforted myself with the
thought that the prohibition was not a permanent one; thirdly, I
remembered that I had taken an oath of allegiance to obey him; and
fourthly I told my- self that perhaps he wanted to put me to trial, as is
the way of Shaykhs. But all these arguments did not stop the ache of
sorrow that I felt within me. What sent that away was my spending in
solitary invocation the hours which I had previously devoted to reading,
especially after I had begun to feel the results of this invocation. ‘ As
to his way of guiding his disciples, stage by stage, it varied. He would
talk to some about the form in which Adam was created and to others about
the cardinal virtues and to others about the Divine Actions, each
instruction being especially suited to the disciple in question. But the
course which he most often followed, and which I also followed after him,
was to enjoin upon the disciple the invocation of the single Name with
distinct visualization of its letters until they were written in his
imagination. Then he would tell him to spread them out and enlarge them
until they filled all the horizon. The dhikr would continue in this form
until the letters became like light. Then the Shaykh would show the way
out of this standpoint- it is impossible to express in words how he did
so-and by means of this indication the Spirit of the disciple would
quickly reach beyond the created universe provided that he had sufficient
preparation and aptitude-otherwise there would be need for purification
and other spiritual training.
At the above- mentioned indication the
disciple would find himself able to distinguish between the Absolute and
the relative, and he would see the universe as a ball or a lamp suspended
in a beginning less, endless void. Then it would grow dimmer in his sight
as he persevered in the invocation to the accompaniment of meditation,
until it seemed no longer a definite object but a mere trace. Then it
would become not even a trace, until at length the disciple was submerged
in the World of the Absolute and his certainty was strengthened by Its
Pure Light. In all this the Shaykh would watch over him and ask him about
his states and strengthen him in the dhikr degree by degree until he
finally reached a point of being conscious of what he perceived through
his own power. The Shaykh would not be satisfied until this point was
reached, and he used to quote the words of GOD which refer to: One whom
his Lord hath made certain, and whose certainty He hath then followed up
with direct evidence.1 ‘When the disciple had reached this degree of
independent perception, which was strong or weak according to his
capability, the Shaykh would bring him back again to the world of outward
forms after he had left it, and it would seem to him the inverse of what
it had been before, simply because the light of his inward eye had dawned.
He would see it as Light upon Light, and so it had been before in reality.
‘In this degree the disciple may mistake the bowstring for the arrow as
has happened to many of those who are journeying to GOD, and he may say as
more than one has said: "I am He whom I love, and He whom I love is I",
and the like-enough to make anyone who has no knowledge of the attainments
of the mystics and is unfamiliar with their ejaculations throw at him the
first thing that he can lay hands on. But the master of this degree comes
before long to distinguish between the spiritual points of view, and to
give to each of the different degrees of existence its due and to each of
the spiritual stations what rightly belongs to it.
This station took hold of me, and it has
been my home for many years, and I have become as it were expert in it,
and made known its obligations, and my followers have had what I wrote
about it when I was first in its grip, and some of them now have knowledge
of its obligations, and some of them fall short of this knowledge. The
acuteness of this state still comes back to me sometimes, but it does not
compel me to write about it. True, it prompts me to speak about it, but it
is easier to live with than it was, something that I feel rather than
something that I am submerged in. 'This path which I have just described
as being that of my Master is the one that I have followed in my own
spiritual guidance, leading my own followers along it, for I have found it
the nearest of the paths which lead to GOD.' The Shaykh is speaking here
with the voice of unmitigated 'slave hood', and it is consistent with the
general tone of this passage that even with regard to the very Summit of
all spiritual attainment he should single out for mention its aspect of
'obligation', to which the Quran refers in the words: We offered the trust
(of being Our representative) unto the heavens and the earth and the
mountains, but they shrank from bearing it, and were afraid of it. And man
took it upon himself. Verily he hath proved an ignorant tyrant.1 Reaching
the end of the spiritual path, which is none other than the state in which
man was originally created, means, amongst other things, reassuming the
tremendous responsibilities from which mankind in general has fallen away.
This ultimate station, that is, the state
of Supreme Sainthood, which he referred to in speaking to Dr Carret as the
'Great Peace', is defined elsewhere in his writings as being one of inward
intoxication and outward soberness, in virtue of which the mind fulfils
its analytical function with perfect clarity, although, as he has just
indicated, there is nothing in the nature of an absolute barrier between
it and the Heart's rapture. But in the case of the mystic who, though far
advanced upon the path, has not yet reached the end, other-worldly
drunkenness is liable to invade the mind and make it supernaturally and
unbearably active, or produce some other abnormality in it, thus throwing
the soul off its balance. It is even possible, as is shown by the
reference to al-ilallaj and as we shall see more clearly in a later
chapter, for a mystic to reach in a sense the end of the path and to
attain to a plenitude of drunkenness which is as yet un- stabilized by the
complementary perfection of sobriety. For although the Divine Nature of
the Saint is Eternal and does not develop, his human nature is subject to
time and may not be able to adapt itself in one day to the Supreme
Presence, especially in cases where the spiritual journey has been
completed with phenomenal speed as it almost certainly was in the case of
the Shaykh Al-Alawi. More than once in his writings he quotes Abu 'l-Hasan
ash- Shadili as having said: 'Vision of the Truth came upon me and would
not leave me, and it was stronger than I could bear, so I asked GOD to set
a screen between me and It. Then a voice called out to me, saying: "If
thou besoughtest Him as only His Prophets and Saints and Muhammad His
beloved know how to beseech Him, yet would He not screen thee from It. But
ask Him to strengthen thee for It." So I asked for strength and He
strengthened me-praise be to GOD!' The dictation continues: 'When I had
reaped the fruit of the dhikr-and its fruit is no less than knowledge of
GOD by way of contemplation-I saw clearly the meagreness of all that I had
learned about the doctrine of Divine Unity, and I sensed the meaning of
what my Master had said about it. Then he told me to attend once more
those lessons which I had attended previously, and when I did so I found
myself quite different from what I had been before as regards
understanding.
I now understood things in advance before
the Shaykh who was teaching us had finished expounding them. Another
result of the invocation was that I understood more than the literal sense
of the text. In a word, there was no comparison between the understanding
which I now had and that which I had before, and its scope went on
increasing, until when anyone recited a passage from the Book of GOD, my
wits would jump to solve the riddle of its meaning with amazing speed at
the very moment of recitation. But when this took hold of me and became
almost second nature, I was afraid that I should come altogether under the
sway of its imperious and persistent impulsion, so I took to writing down
what my inward thoughts dictated to me by way of interpretation of the
Book of GOD, and I was so much under its sway that I brought them out in a
strange and abstruse form. This is what led me to begin my commentary on
AI-Murshid al-Mu'in, in an attempt to stop myself from falling into a
still more abstruse manner of expression. GOD be praised that this did in
fact help to stem the onslaughts of that surge of thoughts which I had
tried by every means to stop and could not, and my mind came near to being
at rest.
It was much the same kind of predicament
which had previously led to my putting together my book on astronomy
called Miftah ash-Shuhud (The Key of Perception). I was absorbedly
pre-occupied for certain reasons with the movements of the heavenly
bodies, and the arrow of my thoughts had gone awry. To make a long story
short-and I have already referred to this question in the book itself
1-when I found that I was unable to resist this surge of thoughts, I
complained to my Master about it, and he said: "Take them out of your
brain and put them in a book, and then they will let you rest", and it was
as he had said. But I have still not been able to bring myself to allow
the book to be published, and GOD alone knows whether it ever will be. 'To
revert to what I was saying, when after many long days I was freed from
the obligation of devoting myself exclusively to the Divine Name, my
Master said to me: "Now you must speak and guide men to this path inasmuch
as you are now certain where you stand." I said: "Do you think they will
listen to me?", and he said: "You will be like a lion: whatever you put
your hand on you will take hold of it." It was as he had said: whenever I
spoke with anyone in the intention of leading him to the path he was
guided by my words, and went the way I pointed out to him; and so, praise
GOD, this brotherhood increased.' Elsewhere he says: 'Our Master, Sidi
Muhammad al-Buzidi, was always urging us to visit the tomb of Shaykh Shu'
aib Abu Madyan at Tlemcen.
He spoke of him with great reverence and
said that prayers made at his tomb were answered; and he used to tell us:
"It was through his blessing and with his permission that I went to
Morocco. I spent a night at his shrine, and after I had recited some of
the Quran I went to sleep, and he came to me with one of my ancestors.
They greeted me, and then he said: "Go to Morocco. I have smoothed out the
way for thee." I said: "But Morocco is full of poisonous snakes. I cannot
live there." Then he passed his blessed hand over my body and said: "Go
and fear not. I will protect thee from any mishap that might befall thee."
I woke trembling with awe, and immediately on leaving his shrine I turned
my face westwards, and it was in Morocco that I met Shaykh Sidi Muhammad
ibn Qaddur." The Shaykh Al-' Alawi's own narrative continues: 'I asked my
Master why he had ordered me to speak after first having imposed silence
on me. He said: "When I returned from Morocco I taught our doctrine as I
had taught it there. Then when I found myself faced with opposition I saw
the Prophet of GOD in my sleep and he ordered me to remain silent. From
that time I kept such a hold of silence upon myself that sometimes I felt
I would burst into flames. Then, just before my meeting you, I had another
vision in which I saw a gathering of fuqara, and every single one of them
had my rosary round his neck. When I woke I took what I had seen as a good
sign of activity in the future.
That is why I am willing that you should
propagate the doctrines of our order. Otherwise I should not have dared to
allow you to make them known. Moreover, I saw very lately one who said to
me: "Speak to people; there is no harm in it." By "one who said" he no
doubt meant the Prophet, though GOD knows best . 'Such was my beginning;
and I remained at his side for fifteen years, doing all that I could for
our order. Many others helped me in this, though of the old ones there are
now only about ten left-may GOD lengthen their lives and show increasing
solicitude for them! ‘ As for myself, I was so taken up during all that
time with the service of the Shaykh and with furthering the increase of
our order, that I neglected the demands of my own livelihood, and but for
the friendship of Sidi al-Hajj Bin-' Awdah who took care of my finances
and kept my affairs in order, my business would have been altogether
ruined. I was so busy in the service of the order that our shop was more
like a zawiya than anything else, what with teaching there at night and
dhikr during the day-all this, GOD be praised, without any loss of money
or lessening of trade. 'Then, not long before the death of my Master, GOD
put into my heart the desire to emigrate. I was so struck with the moral
corruption in my own country that I began to make all possible
arrangements for moving further East, and some of my friends had the same
intention; and although I knew very well that my Master would not allow me
to leave the country unless he came with us, I was driven on by all sorts
of plausible motives.
However, after I had actually started on
the removal-this was some days before his death-freed myself from all
trade obligations, sold my possessions and mortgaged what was difficult to
sell in the way of immovable with the intention of having them sold by
someone else when I had gone, and after my cousins had already started off
ahead of me, and just when I myself was on the point of leaving, my Master
who was already ill suddenly grew much worse, and one could see on him the
signs of approach- ing death. I could not bring myself to leave him in
that state, nor would my friends have allowed me to do so. His tongue was
paralysed so that he could not speak, but he understood everything. What
was especially painful to me myself was that I felt pulled in different
directions to do things which were scarcely reconcilable one with another:
on the one hand there was my Master's illness which obliged me to stay
with him, and on the other hand I had a permit to travel for myself and my
family which was due to expire on a certain date, after which it was no
longer valid, and what made matters worse was that at that time it was
difficult to obtain a permit. In addition I was also burdened with winding
up my business and selling my furniture; and I had sent my wife to her
family in Tlemcen so that she could say good-bye to them. In fact it was
as if I were no longer in my own country. None the less I decided that I
could not possibly leave my Master just as he was dying, and go off after
I had spent fifteen years with him, doing all I could to serve him and
never having once crossed him even about the smallest point. 'It was not
many days before he was taken to the Mercy of GOD. He only left one son,
Sidi Mustafa, who had something of the holy simpleton about him; he also
left a wife and two brothers, of whom one, Sidi al-Hajj Ahmad is now dead,
where- as the other, Sidi ' Abd al -Qadir, is still in the bonds of life.
The Shaykh was exceedingly fond of his
family and especially of his son, Sidi Mustafa. Just before his death I
saw him give a long look at him, and it was clear that he was thinking of
his simpleness, and that he was afraid he would be neglected after his
death, and when I realized this I said to him: "Sidi, act on our behalf
and take care of our interests in the next world before GOD, and I will
act on your behalf in this world and take care of Sidi Mustafa." His face
shone with joy, and I kept my promise and did everything I could for his
son until the day of his death, and was never in the least troubled by his
state of mind which others found so irksome. I took care of t he Shaykh's
daughter also-he only had one-until she married. ‘After we had said a last
farewell to our Master, some of us prepared him for burial, and he was
buried in his zawiya after I had prayed over him the funeral prayers-may
GOD shower Mercy and Blessings upon him! A few days later news came to me
from my parents-in-law in Tlemcen: "Your wife is very seriously ill." So I
went to Tlemcen, and when I arrived I found that my wife, who was so
deeply religious and so full of kindness and so pleasant to live with, was
almost at her last breath. I stayed with her for three days, and then she
died and went full of grace to the Mercy of GOD; and I returned to Most-
aganem, having lost my Master and my wife, homeless, without means of
livelihood, and even without my permit to travel, which had expired.
I went to the Ministry to have it
renewed, and they put me off for several days. Then they promised to give
me a permit for myself alone. 'Meantime, while I was waiting for it to be
issued, the men of our order were conferring together about who should
take charge of the fuqara. I myself was not present at their discussion,
being prepared to accept their choice. Moreover I was quite un-reconciled
to the idea of remaining in the country, so I said: "It is for you to
appoint whom you wish for this function and I will support you." for I
knew that there was one amongst them who would be capable of it (apart
from myself, and I assumed that they would appoint him). But since this
meeting of the fuqara proved somewhat argumentative, because (although
they would all have agreed to choose me) they knew that I was determined
to go away, so that each one proposed the solution that seemed best to him
and there was much difference of opinion, the Muqaddam Sidi al-Hajj Bin-'
Awdah said: "We had better leave this question for the moment, and meet
again next week, Meantime if any of the fuqara has a vision, let him tell
us about it," They all approved of this suggestion, and before the
appointed day many visions had been seen-they were all written down at the
time-and everyone of them was a clear indication that the matter in
question devolved upon me. So the fuqara were strengthened in their
determination to make me stay with them and act as their remembrance.
While trying to find some details of the visions, I came upon the
following passage by Sidi 'Uddah: 'The Shaykh Al-Buzidi died without ever
having told anyone who was to succeed him.
The question had in fact been broached to
him by one of his more prominent disciples who thought well of himself and
fancied that he was qualified to fulfil in our order the functions of
upbringing and remembrance; but the Shaykh Al-Buzidi answered him as
follows: 'I am like a man who has been living in a house by permission of
the Landlord, and who when he wishes to leave that house gives the keys
back to the Landlord. He it is, the Landlord, that sees who best deserves
to have the house placed at his disposition; I have no say in the matter.
GOD createth what He will, according to His Choice' ... and after his
death his followers were left in a state of great upheaval, although most
of them showed quite plainly their leanings towards Sidi Ahmad Bin-'
Aliwah on account of his having, as was known, already exercised the
function of his Shaykh, even to the point of guiding disciples to the end
of their journey, although his Shaykh was still alive. This was the
strongest indication of how well he was thought of by him, and how
qualified he was to succeed him. 'Now since visions are to be relied on
for ascertaining the truth about things which lie hidden from our normal
perceptions, I just as they are to be counted as glad tidings for him who
sees them, or for him on behalf of whom they are seen, I wish to set down
here some of those visions that were seen on behalf of our Master, Shaykh
Sidi Ahmad Bin-' Aliwah.
He then gives an account of some of the
many visions which were seen after the Shaykh Al-Buzidi's death, and of
which here are a few: 'In my sleep I saw Shaykh Sidi Muhammad al-Buzidi,
and not forgetting that he was dead I asked him of his state, and he said:
"I am in the Mercy of GOD". Then I said to him: “Sidi, to whom have you
left the fuqara?”, and he answered: "It was I who planted the shoot, but
it is Sidi Ahmad Bin-' Aliwah who will tend it, and it will come, GOD
willing, to all fullness of fruition at his hands.”, ('Abd al-Qadir ibn
'Abd ar-Rahnman of Mostaganem). 'In my sleep I saw myself go to visit
Shaykh Sidi Munammad al-Buzidi, and Shaykh Sidi Ahmad Bin-' Aliwah was
sitting beside the tomb which was open. I saw the body of the dead rise up
until it was on a level with the surface of the earth. Then Shaykh Sidi
Ahmad went and took the shroud from off his face, and there, unsurpassable
beautiful, was the Shaykh. He asked Shaykh Sidi Ahmad to bring him some
water, and when he had drunk he gave what was left to me, whereupon I
started saying to the fuqara: "In this water which is left over from the
Shaykh there is a cure for all sickness". Then he began to talk to Shaykh
Sidi Ahmad, and the first thing he said to him was: "I shall be with you
wherever you may be, so have no fear, and I give you tidings that you have
attained to the best of this world and the next. Be very sure that in
whatever place you are, there shall I be also." Then Shaykh Sidi Ahmad
turned to us and said: "The Shaykh is not dead. He is as you see him to be
now an d the death that we witnessed was just a rite which he had to
perform." , (Al-Munawwar Bin-Tunis of Mosta-ganem). 'I saw Shaykh Sidi
Muhammad al-Buzidi stop and knock at the door of my house, and when I rose
to let him in I found that the door was already open. He came in, and with
him was a companion, tall and very thin, and I said to myself: "This is
Sidi Ahmad Bin-' Aliwah." After they had sat with us for a while, Shaykh
Sidi Muhammad al-Buzidi rose to his feet, and said he wanted to go. Then
someone said to him: "If you go, who will you leave to look after us?",
and he said: "I have left you this man-this man", and he pointed to Shaykh
Sidi Ahmad Bin- , Aliwah'. (A member of the family of Al-Hajj Muhammad as-
Susi of Ghalizan). 'I saw the Imam' Ali-and he said to me: "Know that I
am' Ali and your Tariqah is' Alawiyyah." , (Al-Hajj Salih ibn Murad of
Tlemcen).
After the death of Shaykh Sidi Muhammad I
had a vision that I was on the shore of the sea, and near at hand was a
huge boat in the center of which was a minaret, and there, on the top-
most turret, was Shaykh Sidi Ahmad Bin-' Aliwah. Then a crier called out:
"0 you people, come on board the boat", and they came on board from all
sides until it was full, and each one of them was well aware that this was
Shaykh Sidi Ahmad's boat; and when it teemed with passengers, I went to
the Shaykh and said: "The boat is full. Are you able to take charge of
it?", and he said: "Yes, I shall take charge of it by GOD's Leave." ,
(Al-Kilani ibn al-' Arabi). Sidi 'Uddah also quotes the following from the
Shaykh Al-' Alawi himself: 'In my sleep, a few days before the death of
our Master, Sidi Muhammad al-Buzidi, I saw someone come in to where I was
sitting, and I rose out of reverence for him, overcome with awe at his
presence. Then, when I had begged him to be seated and had sat down facing
him, it became clear to me that he was the Prophet. I turned on myself
reproachfully for not having honoured him as I should have, for it had not
occurred to me who he was, and I sat there huddled up, with my head bowed,
until he spoke to me, saying: "knowest thou not why I have come to thee?",
and I said: "1 cannot see why, O Messenger of GOD". He said: "The Sultan
of the East is dead, and thou, GOD willing, shalt be Sultan in his stead.
What sayest thou?" I said: "If I were invested with this high dignity, who
would help me, and who would follow me?" He answered: "I shall be with
thee, and I will help thee." Then he was silent, and after a moment he
left me, and I woke up on the heels of his departure, and it was as if I
saw the last of him, as he went, with my eyes open and awake The dictation
continues: 'Since the fuqara knew well that there was no turning me away
from my intention to go, they compelled me to take charge of them if only
while I was waiting for the permit to travel, although their aim was to
make me give up my journey by every possible means. One of those who were
most bent on my staying was my dear friend Sidi Ahmad Bin- Thuraiya, and
he spared no possible effort to that end, all for purely spiritual
motives. One of his devices was to marry me to his daughter without
imposing any conditions on me, despite his knowledge that I was determined
to go away. I accepted his offer very gladly, and gave her what little I
could in the way of marriage portion. 'Unfortunately she did not succeed
in living on good terms with my mother.
As time went on my dilemma grew worse and
worse. I felt bound to do all I could for my mother, and I had already
taken her part in more than one situation of this kind; but a separation
which had been relatively easy for me in the case of other wives seemed
very hard in the case of this last one. As for any possibility of
reconciliation between the two, it was clearly very remote indeed; and
when my father-in-law saw the dilemma I was in, he suggested divorce and
even demanded it with some insistence, saying: "It is your duty to look
after the rights of your mother. As to the rights of your wife, they are
guaranteed by the words: If the two separate, GOD will enrich both out of
His Abundance; and all that, GOD willing, shall not affect our friendship
in the least." He went on and on repeating this suggestion, and I knew
that he was sincere, although my own feelings were all against it; and
when GOD brought it to pass, against the will of both parties, I was full
of regrets, and so, no less, was my father-in-law. But there was nothing
for it but to resign ourselves to what seemed clearly GOD's will. Our
friend- ship however remained undiminished and that saintly man continued
to be as devoted to me as ever until the very end of his life, thanks to
the fineness of his feeling which was so well integrated into the
spiritual path. 'Much the same took place between me and Sidi Hammadi
Bin-Qari' Mustafa: I had to divorce a wife who was a member of his family
and whose guardian he was; but GOD is Witness that both to my face and
behind my back-to judge by what I heard of him-his attitude was very like
that of Sidi Ahmad Bin- Thurayya, and we are still the best of friends. As
to the cause of this divorce, it was my being pre-occupied.
At that time, almost to the point of
intoxication, first of all with learning and then with the dhikr.
Meanwhile the rights of my wife were neglected, as were, very nearly, the
rights of my whole family. So, in one way or another, it has been my fate
to divorce four wives. But this was not because of any ill treatment on my
part, and therefore my fathers-in-law did not take it badly. In fact they
are still fathers-in-law to me; and what is more surprising, some of my
wives forewent the remainder of their marriage portion after we parted. In
a word, any short-comings that there were on my side, but they were not
deliberate. 'When the fuqara. had made up their minds, with the
circumstances all in their favour, not to let me go away, they decided to
have a general meeting in our Master's zawiya, ... and they took the oath
of allegiance to me by word of mouth, and it continued to be taken in this
way by the older fuqara., whereas all subsequent newcomers took it through
the clasping of hands . As to those members of the order who were outside
Mostaganem, I did not write to any of them, nor did I put them under any
obligation to come to me. But it was not long before groups of fuqara.
started coming to me of their own free will to acknowledge me, testifying
as to their own convictions and telling what they had heard about me from
our Master or what had come to them by way of intuition or inspiration. So
it went on, until all the members of the order were united except two or
three. This union of the fuqara. was counted by us as a miraculous Grace
from GOD, for I had no outward means of bringing within my scope
individuals from so many different places. It was their unalloyed
certainty, nothing else, as to how I had stood with our Master in this
respect.
Moreover the training that they had had
from him was firmly engrafted in them as regards recognizing the truth and
acknowledging it whatever it might be, for he had gone on giving them the
means of doing this until, thank GOD, it had become second nature to them.
'I received their oaths of allegiance and gave them advice, and I spent on
those who visited me at that time part of what I had in hand for my
journey, and I took nothing from them, for I never felt easy about taking
money from people- , As a result of all this I was left in a quandary, not
knowing what to do or where the Will of GOD lay. Ought I to go away,
according to what I felt to be an imperative need, or ought I to give up
all idea of going and devote myself to acting as remembrance to the
fuqara., according to what seemed to be already my fate? I was still
hesitating when the time came at which GOD had ordained that I should
visit the seat of the Caliphate. One day He put into my soul a feeling of
constriction which was so persistent that I began to look about for a
means of relief and it occurred to me to visit some of the fuqara outside
the town. So I took with me one of the disciples who was staying with us,
Shaykh Muhammad ibn Qasim al-Badisi, and off we went with GOD's Blessing.
Then when we had reached our destination it occurred to us that we might
as well visit some of the fuqara in Ghalizan, which we did; and after we
had stayed with them for about two days, my companion said to me: "If o
only we could go as far as Algiers! I have a friend there, and what is
more, we could go to some of the publishers, and this contact might bring
Al-Minah al-Quddusiyyah nearer to being printed." We had the manuscript of
this book with us at the time, so I let him have his way.
We had none of our fuqara in Algiers, and
when we arrived, my companion set about trying to find his friend,
although he was not particularly anxious to do so. In this connection he
said to me: "Places in which there are no fuqara are empty"-such was his
experience of their kindness and cordiality. ‘ After we had made contact
with a publisher, we had the impression that for various reasons no
Algerian firm would be likely to accept my book, so my companion said: "If
only we could go as far as Tunis, the whole thing would be quite simple."
I myself was busy revising my book (which I could do equally well
elsewhere) in between visits to the publisher and other outings, so I let
him have his way once more, and we travelled from town to town until we
reached Tunis. The only practise of remembrance (dhikr) that I knew there
was a blind man who knew by heart the Book of GOD. He used to call on us
at Mostaganem on his way to visit his Master in Morocco. But as to my
numerous fellow countrymen who had settled in Tunis, there was none of
them that I wanted to meet, so we entered the town at an hour of siesta,
and found lodgings, and I constrained myself not to go out until there
should come to us some dhikr whom we could go out with. This was on
account of a vision I had had in n which men who were members of Sufi
brotherhoods came and entered the house where I was and took me out with
them to their place of gathering. When I told my companion this, my idea
was too much for him, and he said: "I did not come here to stay shut in by
these four walls." So he would go out on various errands and walk round
parts of the town and then come back; and after we had spent four days in
that house, there came to us the company of people I had seen in my
vision.
They were from among the followers of
Shaykh Sidi As-Sadiq as-Salirawi who had died only a few months
previously. This holy man traced back his spiritual ancestry in the path
of GOD through Sidi Muhammad Zafir and his father Sidi Muhammad al-Madani
to Shaykh Sidi Mawlay Al-' Arabi ad-Darqawi.' Some twenty-five years
previously As-Sadiq as-Salirawi's Master, Muhammad Zafir al-Madani, had
written: 'My honoured guide and father, Shaykh Muhammad Hasan Zafir
al-Madani, left Medina about AH 1222 (AD 1807) and went as far as Morocco
in search of a way by which he might attain to GOD, and he took guidance
from many Shaykhs ... Then GOD brought him together with his Master, the
Standard- Bearer of the Shadhili Tariqah in his day, Sidi Mawtay Al- Arabi
ibn Alimad ad-Darqawi. His meeting with him was on Safar 23rd, A.H. 1224,
in the Darqawi Zawiyah at Bu-Barih in Bani Zarwal, two days' journey from
Fez. He took the path from him, and his heart was opened under his
guidance, and if it be asked who was my father's Shaykh, it was Mawlay Al-
Ara.bi ad-Darqawi. ‘For about nine years he was his companion. ...Then
Mawlay Al-' Arabi said to him one day, in great earnestness: "Go to thy
home, Madani. Thou hast no longer any need of me"; and on another occasion
he indicated that he had reached the end of all perfection, and said to
him: "Thou hast attained unto that which is attained to by the perfect
among men," 'and he told him to go to his native town, the House of the
Perfumed Shrine, and when he bade farewell to him, he wept and said: "I
have made thee the instrument of my credit with GOD and a link between me
and His Prophet". 'He went to Medina, and stayed there with his family for
three years, and every year he joined the Pilgrims on Mt Arafat and then
returned to Medina where he visited continually the Shrine of the Prophet,
spending his time turned towards GOD, steeped in contemplation, in utter
detachment. ...And he said: "During that time I met with the perfect
Shaykh, the Gnostic, Sidi Ahmad ibn Idris. I found him on a most exalted
footing as regards following the Wont of the Prophet, and I so marvelled
at his state that I took initiation from him for the blessing of it."
'During his stay in Medina he was asked for spiritual guidance by some who
were seeking a Master but he made no response to them out of pious
courtesy to his Shaykh until he heard a voice from the Pure Shrine which
said to him: " Be a remembrance, for verity remembrance profiteth the
believers. He said: " I quivered and shook at the sweetness of that
utterance, and I understood it to be an authorization from the Apostle of
the All- Bountiful King". So he obeyed GOD's command and transmitted
initiation to various persons in the city of the Prophet ...and returned
to his Master Mawlay Al-' Arabi ad-Darqawi ...and remained in his presence
for some months.
Then Mawlay Al-' Arabi died, and my
father set out once more for Medina ... and when he reached Tripoli the
eyes of some of its people were opened to the excellence of his virtues
and the fullness of his spiritual realization, so they took initiation
from him. Then the number of his disciples increased and the brotherhood
be came famous and men associated it with him, and on this account it was
named Ai-Tariqat at-Madaniyyah and it is a branch of the Shadhili
Tariqah.' This last passage calls for some general remarks about
initiation. The practice of grafting a new scion on to an old stock is
alien to the modern world except on a material plane. But throughout the
ancient world this was practiced also and above all on higher planes; and
since estrangement from the Mysteries had become 'second nature' to man,
it was considered indispensable, before he could enter upon the path which
leads to them, that a scion of primordial human nature should be grafted
on to his 'fallen' stock, which by definition is dominated by the purely
mental and therefore un-mystical 'knowledge of good and evil'. At the
outset of a religion the question of initiation is not so urgent, for the
first believers are in the grip of a Divine Intervention, at a cyclic
moment which is better than a thousand months and in which the Angels and
the Spirit descend. Since they stand at one of the mainsprings of
spirituality, the dormant seeds within them (to use a different simile)
can become impregnated as easily as those who stand near a fountain or a
cascade can be splashed with water. But as the caravan moves away from
this oasis across the desert of the centuries, men soon realize that the
precious water is no longer in the air, and that it is only to be found
stored in certain vessels.
Strictly speaking, the rite of
transmission from one vessel to another cannot be confined to any
particular set of forms. Its form may depend, in exceptional cases, on the
inspiration of the moment. For example, in addition to the Shadhili
initiation which the Shaykh ad-Darqawi received from his Master Shaykh
.Ali al-Jamal, he also received one from an aged Saint at the point of
death who made him his spiritual heir by the ritually unprecedented yet
highly significant act of placing his tongue in the Shaykh ad-Darqawis
mouth, and telling him to suck. But normally transmission takes a form
consecrated by apostolic precedent. We have seen that the initiation into
the Shadhili -Darqawi Tariqah is an oath of fealty, and this rite is
patterned on the Beatific Allegiance, an outstanding occasion of spiritual
overflow at the fountain-head of Islam, when the Prophet seated himself
under a tree and called on all those of his Companions who were present to
renew their oaths to him. Apart from this occasion there was a continual
spiritual over- flow in the form of Divine Names for invocation or
litanies for recitation which the Prophet transmitted to his Companions
either singly or collectively, and initiation into some brotherhoods takes
the form of some such transmission. Moreover such invocational
transmissions are in any case indispensable, in all brotherhoods, as
secondary or confirmatory initiations, for anyone who seeks to benefit
from the full spiritual resources of Sufism. On the title pages of most of
the Shaykh Al-' Alawi's books he is described as 'renowned for the
transmission of the Supreme Name'.
No Sufi would consider himself qualified
to practice methodically an invocation unless he had been formally
initiated into it. A transmission can be passed on by anyone who has
received it, even if he has not brought it to fruition himself, though no
one can give expert guidance who is not an adept. This does not exclude
the possibility that by strictly conforming to the traditional methods of
the order a gifted initiate, even without a real Master, might avoid
remaining stationary upon the path in virtue of the great weight of the
spiritual heredity behind him. But the presence of a Master means direct
contact with the Divine Source itself, while at the same time that
presence transmits, as no other can, the full force of the spiritual
heredity. In addition, most of the great Masters of Sufism could claim,
like the Shaykh Al-' Alawi and the Shaykh Al-Madani, to have received a
special investiture directly from the Prophet. The tree at the end of this
book gives the main lines of the Alawis' spiritual heredity, the unbroken
chains of transmission, whatever form it may have taken, through which
they trace their descent back to the Prophet. Apart from the normal
initiation which marks the entry upon the spiritual path, it is possible
to become attached to a chain 'for the blessing of it', as the Shaykh
Al-Madani did after his return to Medina; and though this particular case
is an exceptional one, the 'initiation of blessing' is very frequently
sought by those who are not capable of following a spiritual path or even
of conceiving what a spiritual path is, -but who have an indefinable urge
to benefit from a sacred presence. By the end of his life the Shaykh Al-'
Alawi had great numbers of such followers attached to him. With regard to
his meeting the Madani fuqara at Tunis he continues: 'The whole gathering
sat down and we talked together for a long time, and I saw the lights of
their love of GOD shining on their foreheads. They asked me to go out with
them to a place they had in mind, and they did not stop insisting until
they had taken me out and lodged me at the house of one of their friends.
Then one after another the fuqara came to
visit us, full of ardour. Such was their hospitality to me, and the honour
they showed me - may GOD reward them! 'During my stay in Tunis I was
continually visited by theologians and canonists and other eminent men…
and with them came a number of their students. Some of them were already
initiates and others were not, and of these last several entered upon the
path. One of the students had suggested that I should give them a lesson
in Al-Murshid al-Mu'in. What I said found favour with my hearers, and this
was the cause of some of the students becoming initiated into the order.
That is how we spent our time, both as rememberers and remembrancers, and
some derived benefit. GOD be praised for that visit! , As to the question
of printing Al-Minah al-Quddusiyyah, we made a contract with the owner of
a press through the mediation of a fellow traveller. We liked them both
very much indeed, and this was what prompted us to make the contract,
although we knew that this particular press was not well equipped. As a
result the book did not come out at the promised time, and I had to go and
leave it behind me for somebody else to look after. 'I had decided to go
on to Tripoli to visit my cousins, who had left Mostaganem, as I have
already mentioned, to settle there. Since I had a permit to travel, I
thought that I had better take this opportunity. I was also prompted by
thoughts of visiting the Holy House of GOD and the tomb of the Prophet,
but unfortunately a letter came to me from Mostaganem telling me that the
Pilgrimage was forbidden that year, and cautioning me against standing on
Arafat for fear of incurring the penalty.
At all events I embarked for Tripoli-by
myself-and suffered some hardship through travelling at that season, for
it was cold winter weather. In fact I only had one day of relief: I was
meditating on the crowd of people-men of ]erba and others- who thronged
the boat and I was wondering whether there was a dhikr amongst them, when
one of the travellers stopped beside me and looked hard at me as if he
were trying to read my face. Then he said: "Are you not Shaykh Ahmad Bin-'
Aliwah?" "Who told you?”, I said. "I have always been hearing about you",
he said, "and just now while I was looking at you, as I have been for some
time, I suddenly realized that you must be that very man"; so I said that
I was. Then I went with him to another part of the boat and having asked
his name, was told that he was Al-Hajj Ma'tuq; when we began to talk
together I realized that he was a Gnostic. I asked him if he found any
spiritual support among his fellow countrymen, and he said: "I am the only
y man of this art in all ]erba." From my meeting with him the time passed
as happily as I could have wished until he and those who were travelling
with him landed at ]erba, and I was once more in the grip of loneliness
and the inevitable hardships of travelling in winter until I myself landed
at Tripoli. 'My cousins were waiting for me at the harbour. We were
longing to catch sight of each other, all the more impatiently on account
of our enforced separation. No sooner had we reached their house and sat
down than we discussed the question of emigration and all that was
connected with it, and they told me that materially speaking they were
well off, thanks to GOD's safe care.
As to the country, it seemed to me as far
as I could tell a good place to emigrate to, since its people were' as
like as possible to those of our country both in speech and in ways.
'Towards sunset I asked my cousins if they knew any dhikr there, or any
Shaykhs who were Gnostics, and they said that they only knew a Turkish
Shaykh, who was the head of some government department, a man of the most
evident piety. I asked if it would be possible for us to meet him the next
day, and just as we were considering this there was a knock at the door
and one of them went out and came back saying: "Here is the Shaykh him-
self at the door, asking if he can come in." He had never visited them at
their home. I told them to bring him in, and in he came, a tall man with a
long beard dressed from head to foot in Turkish fashion. 'We greeted each
other, and when he had sat down he said: " A man from the West-he meant
Shustari - says of the Divine Manifestation: 'My Beloved embraced all
existence, and appeared in both black and white.' I said: 'Leave Western
talk to Western folk and let us hear something from the East." He said:
'The poet said "embraced all existence", and did not specify either West
or East', whereupon I knew that he was well versed in the lore of the
mystics. He sat with us for an hour or two that night, all eagerness,
listening with all his faculties rapt in attention, as I noticed. Then he
took leave of us, but not before he had made us promise to visit him at
his office the next day. We went the next morning to where he worked- the
department of maritime revenues, of which he was the director. He received
us most joyfully and gave orders for work to be stopped and gave his staff
a holiday, although there was much work to be done. Then we went off with
him alone, and it would take too long to tell of all that we spoke of in
the way of mystic doctrine, but I may mention that he said to me: "If you
wish to stay in our country, this zawiya here is yours, and all the
outbuildings that go with it, and I will be your servant." I knew that all
he said was spoken in perfect sincerity, and I told him that I would leave
my home and settle there.
I went for a short walk round the
district and found myself very attracted by that neighbourhood as if it
corresponded to something in my nature. 'On my third day in Tripoli I
heard a town crier calling out: "Whoever wants to go to Istanbul can have
a ticket for very little", and he added that the boat was due to leave at
once. Immediately I had an urge to visit the capital of the Caliphate, and
I thought that very likely I might find there the learning I felt the need
for. So I asked one of my cousins to go with me, and he said he would, but
the sight of the fury of the sea and the crash of the waves stopped him.
It was certainly no weather for a crossing. Suffice it that we reached the
other side! 'Don't ask me for any details about our embarkation! Once I
had found a place on the deck I began to wonder where I should turn for
help and refuge upon the journey, and I found no comfort in anything but
reliance upon GOD. 'By the time we reached Istanbul I had almost died of
sea- sickness, and what made my plight worse was that at that time I had
not a single friend in Istanbul to take me by the hand, and I was so
ignorant of Turkish that I was hard put to it to say the simplest thing.
'One day after my arrival I was walking at the outskirts of the town, and
suddenly a man took my hand and greeted me in clear Arabic, and asked me
my name and where I came from. I told him who I was; and who should he be
but an authority on Islamic law from Algiers, a man of the family of the
Prophet.
By that time I was very eager to see the
sights of the capital, so I put myself in his hands, and he was a great
help in showing me what I wanted to see. But I was unable to satisfy my
thirst to the full owing to the upheavals in which the Caliphate l was
involved and the troubles which were soon to break out between the Turkish
people and their so-called "Renaissance Youth' or "Reformist Youth". This
movement was headed by numerous individuals whom the Government had
banished and who had consequently become scattered throughout various
countries of Europe where they had started newspapers and periodicals in
the sole purpose of criticizing the Government and exposing its weaknesses
in the eyes of foreign states; and self-seekers found in this subversive
movement loopholes and doors through which they pushed their way and
gained their ends. Thus was the Caliphate doomed to have its ruler
arrested and thrown into prison, while the "Renaissance Youth" went about
its work with utterly unbounded ruthlessness until in the end they
succeeded in achieving their aim, and the meaning of their "Renaissance"
and "Patriotism" and "Reform" became as clear as day to anyone who had
eyes to see. But I will say no more: what the Kemalists have done makes it
unnecessary for me to trace this degradation step by step. 'I was
convinced that the stay which I had hoped to make in those parts was not
feasible for various reasons, of which the chief was that I sensed the
impending change from kingdom to republic, and from republic to
unprincipled tyranny.
So I went back to Algeria, feeling that
my return was sufficient as fruit of my travels, even if I had gained
nothing else; and truly I had no peace of soul until the day when I set
foot on Algerian soil, and I praised GOD for the ways of my people and
their remaining in the faith of their fathers and grandfathers and
following in the footsteps of the pious.'
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